back to the old life?

i havent posted in blogspot for so long. now im back here where it all started, looked back on all my post. realizing that its all gone and i cant have it back. things changed and i dont think that they think the same like we did before. looking back, i lost them, we used to be like this (x) and i cant say that its the same. all thats left is memory and nothing more life isnt fair. grace not fairness.
~adatopia<3
"when life changes, do complain about it, take it"

in hawaii!

yo! i guess i havent really returned to blogspot in a while plenty/ enough has changed. but yeah.

i am totally in hawaii right now!! FA SHO! haha yeah. so got here on thurseday, shopped some. friday went to hilo and got a tour, i heker wanted to meet ryan higa XD it was so dangerous that night cause there was a storm, there was lightening and thunder; i had to take a plane back to honolulu, so much turbulance. then saturday, we went to the jewelery shop looked at coral and pearls very pretty, was there for a long time, then came back and shopped. today we went to diamond head and climbed all the way up and back down, it was beautiful! there were double rainbows! then took the bus to the zoo animals were sooooo cute! then walked back. my dad and christine went to the beach with my cam. and say this jolly old dude with a big white beard and it was real! and and he was wearing red trunks!! omg its santa on vacation! hahahaha then swim and yeah thats it g2g see yeahs!
~adatopia<3

Boy Power

lets start with patrick .... wong. XD patrick wong lol. how many wongs are out there thats just funny. sooooo... moving on, patrick is here on this earth to be wweird and to make me laugh cause hes a weirdo. see the picture,its says, i almost killed ada on the bottle and patricks saying that he helped xP. he is so weird. hes like a rich kid, he buys everyone stuff, he bought me mochi and aloe! =D whenever you want stuff ask him lol jk. once we were at pizza hut and i was drinking aloe and we were talking about burping. then he made this stupid face and i almost died by choking on the aloeXD stupid patick!! hehe for some reason hes always trying to kill me as a joke of course xP he keeps calling me a camera whore, only i can say that about myself!! hes a maniac on the loose that you have to catch before he tries to semi kill you=] even now im talking to him, weirdo weirdo weirdo. i beat him at wii bowling=D beginners luck? hehe


dereks cooler than patrick for sure lol jk dereks as cool as patrick, i me derek from patrick cause im cool like that, yeah that didnt make sense at all hehe. im talking about him cause he wanted me to, i was going to write this like a couple days ago but i wrote about my sexy friend instead. if you read the previous blog, yup=] we went to dereks house once and we were playing wii and my first time playing wii bowling, i beat them both! boo ya! lol girl power! they both try so hard to trick me but they cant cause im untrickable =] then we ate mochi that patrick bought and we played in dereks room and we saw a kitty! that they named after me o.o it was a blackish brown kitty hehe yeah. ahahaha this picture is of derek and his dad =D derek was eating a fruit by the foot, that patrick bought =] and if this picture was bigger then you coud see hid rawrness when hes chomping it down hehe he plays wii funny, or maybe its just bowling, he twists his arm and it looks funny XD

life with these guys is just too fun high school is fun just wait till next year i bet it wont be as fun no more. =] but live it now and try to get through the future. the future is coming like a bullet, its impossible to dodge so take it and dont get hit in the wrong places.
adatopia<3
ps im thinking about chapt. 3 =]

Sexiness Serafino

So the sexiest person in the world is one of my closest friends. His name is Anthony Sexiness Serafino. I totally love this dude. i can talk to him about the most random and craziest. Not afraid to tell the truth and not afraid to say i love you. i havent seen him in forever but the next time i see him, we are totally going to play tackle football! Tho he said he sucks and it no fun, imma make it fun. Dudes, this guy is an 8th grader =O can you believe it? i can. Hes like older then me but, younger then me =D weird lol. He said hes smarter then me because of KARMA. He said it has never happened to him but it has to. when explained to him he said i was wrong. yeah right =D. so we bet $5 or $20 or candy that one of were smarter =] lets see what happens. but i am not giving him $20 im broke i'd rather give him candy or ice cream hehe. this guy is just awesome, hes awesomer than me! can you believe that! im cool but hes way better than me cause hes the AWESOMEST OF THE AWESOME! i love this guy, my closest friend
adatopia<3

Im back!

wow i havent written in blog spot in forever. i should really finish my story but i need inspiration. ppl these days dont even what to tell me stories, heker mean, gosh. i miss listening to stories. i miss listening to my once bestfriends stories. i dont want best friends no more just regular friends and closer friends. i love everyone, but i just cant take the heart break. now im finally in high school, i want to finish my story but i might not have time. im still thinking of what will happen to the vapiress, i always just think and write at the same time. omgosh high school more friends i just cant take it all sometimes, gotta get away, maybe ill blog again but idk. do ppl really want to read this i bet not. but maybe once in a while is tell little stories. not blood lock tho. just stories of highschool. heck, why not now.

so one day ada went to rehearsals for a play but she was a background person. oh wells, and ada would always tease jan the student director guy and she would say that she was going to steal jans girlfriend, just for fun, adas not lesbo. plus, amanda, jans gf, said, "aww shes just like me at freshman year." cause adas cute like that. then jan gave ada the evil stare but it didnt work cause ada was immune to the glare. when ada was near the theater she saw jan and amanda outside again so she was ease dropping when they were all just talking in a group. they said something about jan being mean when he likes someone, cause adas cool. during rehearsals we all made jokes and ada got to be pretend beech slapped and ada gets to have candy in the play and ada was so happy. BUT matthew didnt have cake for ada.=[ how sad. oh wells, matthew owes me cake, and i will one day crush jan!! cause i will forever tease him, cause its fun, cause hes older then me =]
adatopia<3

Bermuda Triangle! and Friday Flashes

once dom told us to be the bermuda triangle because be were fooling around so dough boy, weirdo and me has to be a triangle. we huddled up and weirdo and dough boy were like far away. it was fun while it lasted until vball! dough boy found my tickle spot and kept on tickling me because i was poking his tummy. hehe it was fun and weirdo brought his rubix cube, dough boy was like playing with it alot. then we had game night! it was so much fun! my team was named violent violins(me anna alex allison eric and jesse) then there were sexy saxophones, hairy trumpets and i forgot the other one i think it was a tuba or something xP. then we had cake and flashy time! mikey did it first! he lifted his black shirt and we saw his SOFT, WHITE ..... SHIRT!! HEHE it matched his white pants and we saw his shorts and belt hahaha! but mine was better it was blue on blue on pink on blue hahaha XD and his shirt was soft xPand we did that all night white shirt blue shirt or pink =]
"i would show you another color but that would be rude XD"

~adatopia

Jerrold! You're Awesome!

here is a picture of one of my best friends jerrold, he is the coolest person you could ever meet. you can never get mad at a jerrold. its just because sometimes he doest understand how much we love him. now he shorter hair but he used to be a mushroom. i would do anything so jerrold doesnt hurt himself. he's the best play boy bunny there is. he plays games, hes a boy, and hes a bunny. x]i hope he's happy right now, i hate it when he's sad. it makes me sad. plus i gotta make romar give jerrold his $10. muahaha. it was fun that day. we walked rendhel and his little sister home in the rain for $10 each. i got to meet romar and rendhels little sister, she so cute =] sometime jerrold can be sensitive and ive only seen him cry twice and rampage twice. and he's only rampage 3 time. so you guys better not hurt jerrolds feeling because if i see him rampage again, im going to hurt that person that made him think those things in his head. even tho im not that type of person, ill be so sad if jerrold thinks those things again. i cryed when he rampaged. i cant stand him being that sad. even his songs are sad. but when ever he is sad find chabulita (yenny's dog) shes relaxing. she reminds him of spot. i even remember him accidentally calling he spot even tho shes a girl and spot is a guy, he checked XDD thats it for now.

srry i didnt post ch 3, i didnt write it yet, too lazy
~ada

Blood Lock- Chapter 2- Daphani

Sixteen years later, in the middle of fall, a spunky, young, 15 year old girl walks down a dirt road to school. Dressed in a black jacket, red top, plaid tie and skirt, studded earrings, 2 piercing each, and bag in hand. She wore a dog collar with the tag engraved ‘Daph’, and lock chained around her waist, she entered the court yard. Her long, brown hair waved in the wind. “Hey Daphani!” a simple, sweet looking boy appeared from the trees. His blue/green eyes glistened in the morning sun, his hair, brown and silky, his skin as perfect as a model made up face. He wore a black jacket, red sweater and plaid tie. Of course it was the school uniform. “Hey Age.” Daphani responded. Age was short for Adrian.
“Want to walk to class together?” asked Age.
“Like we always do.” responded Daphani.

Daphani and age walked into the building of learning, the floors in black and red checker board style. “Daphani!” a child- like voice cried out. Out of the corner, a young looking girl in a red long sleeve sweater came running.
“Daph! You can’t believe what happened!” she started without breathing.
“Trix, don’t forget to breathe.” she told her in a calm cool voice.
Trix took a deep breath and started again, “I saw Drake this morning! He was wearing a black sweater! He looked at me and said ‘where is Daph, I need to talk to her’ and I said” continued Trix, “‘I don’t know, she’s not here yet’ and he got really close to my face and told me ‘tell me when she’s here' and I just nodded.”
she blushed furiously, “eeek, he’s so mysterious!”
“Why would he need to talk to me?” Daph questioned.
“I don’t know, he’s your cousin.” Age replied

***BDDRRRIIINNGG!!***

“That’s the bell” Trix said
then they went to class.
After school came pretty slow.
“Class was a bum, you coming to my sweet 16 gathering?” asked Daph.
“Of course, how can I miss my best friend’s birthday?” Age responded with a smile.
“Me too!” yelled Trix.
“Awesome, my two best friends are going to be there.” With soft eyes they walked through the halls. Pass the stairs, the bathrooms and the door, they were outside.
“Shall we walk home now?” asked Age.
“Indeed.” Replied Daphani. “See you Trix!”
“Bye!” she said in a kid voice. And just like that they said they’re good-byes.
“Come on Daph, lets go!” shouted Age. He was already by the gate of the court yard.
“Alright! Wait up!” she shouted back. And she ran to Age. When she caught up, the walked the dirt road together. Since 2^nd grade, Age and Daphani had always been neighbors and best friends. They would go to the sunflower patch a couple blocks away and hide under the flowers. Even though they were best friends Age never knew about Daph’s secret, neither did Daph, so they’re equal.
“What do you want for your birthday, Daph?” asked Age.
“It doesn’t matter, it’s the thought that counts.” Looking up at the sky, feeling the warmth of the sun. They walked side by side until they got home.

The next day, Daphani was setting up for the gathering. She didn’t invite a whole lot of people; she only invited Age, Trix, and Drake. Ten minutes later the door bell rang. When she opened the door, it was Age; he came in a white coat, black top and jeans.
“Happy Birthday, Daph.” He said as the door flung open.
Daph smiled, “Thanks come in.” As he came in, he gave her a present.
“I hope you like it.” He said to her, very close to her face. She blushed and he walked into the other room. When Trix and Drake arrived, the party really began. They talked, ate, play games, sometimes they can play childish games like hide n’ seek, they had a blast.
“Sorry Daph. I have to leave.” apologized Trix.
“Its ok, Trix.” said Daph.
“I’m sorry, bye!” shouted Trix as she ran out the door.

When the clock struck 3 o’ clock they cut the cake. The music sings, Happy Birthday, smiles and excitement roams the air. In the end of the song, the birthday girl blows out the candles. A burst of air shot out, the fire went out. Suddenly, a stroke of lightening came down, drums filled the sky. Then, Grandma Jakiline came in from the front door.

“My dear Daphani.” In a gentle voice. “Happy Birthday.”
She spoke again, “it is your sixteenth birthday, and now you must know.”
With Age and Drake still watching with wide eyes, Jakiline spoke again, “Now that you two are old enough, you also must know and keep it a secret.” All three of them gazed in awe of what would happen next.
“Daphani, your grandfather,” she paused and started again, “your grandfather was a vampire.” They’re eyes widened in shock.
“Drake, although you are Daphani’s cousin, you are not a vampire; you are from the human side of this family.”
She turned to Age, “Since you are practically part of this family, you will keep this a secret and be partners with Daphani.”
She turned to Daphani, “Daphani, this is a war, for that lock, before your grandfather was murdered by the vicious beast, he hid the key. That key enables you to be human; you can become a vampire like me and your father. All these years we have hid this secret from you until you are ready. You must extract the key from the beast with the help of the only person that can help you, Age.” Out of a bright light, Jakiline grabbed a pure crystallized blood sword; it was red with the handle made out of bat wings. “Age, take this sword and fight by Daphani’s side, can you take the challenge?”
Age answered, “Yes, I will take the challenge; I’m not going to let this get between our friendship.”
“Good, now I must take my leave.” She said.
“Wait!” yelled Daph. “Would you like some cake before you left?”
“No thanks. I’m lack toast in tolerant.” She answered with a smile. Then she left.

Later that day,
“Wow. I never expected this.” Daphani told them. “This lock, I have always wondered why I had it.”
“Daphani.” Age stood up in a heroic voice, “don’t worry, I will be by your side. I will use this sword to fight in your battles, that’s what best friends do.” He winked at her.
“Than you guys must get hat key from out of the beast.” Drake said.
“But how and where?” Daph asked, “We don’t even know which beast it is.”
“It is the only beast in Scotland, the Loch Ness Monster.” Drake announced.
“Then we must find this beast and slay him.” Age boldly said
“No, we mustn’t slay him. He is a gentle creature, a fool is my grandfather to hide it in him.” Daph proclaimed.
"Than it is settled, we must keep this secret, even from Trix." He said seriously. "Your jobs are to beat that monster." Drake settled.

Blood Lock- Chapter 1- The Flash Back

Years ago, when Daphani was born, Pires developed a plan to keep his only granddaughter safe. He stole the key to the lock and hid it before he was murdered by a fleet of werewolves, ogres, even fairies. Here comes the flash back.

Years ago, Pires was discussing with Jakiline, “I don’t want Daphani to be engaged in our wars.” Jakiline agreed, "Yes, she is our only granddaughter.” suddenly, she grew serious, “but what are we going to do about those hair- raising monsters?”
“They’re after the lock, they want it all for them self,” Pires added. They looked at baby Daphani,
“I must take that key, no one will be after that lock if there isn’t a key,” Pires looked at Jakiline.
Jakiline gazed at the lock, “we shall leave this lock around her waist, it wont be able to be removed.” so Jakiline used a chain to hang the lock around. Soon, he set off to hide the lock.

As Pires soared through the land he found an abandoned castle. He landed on the balcony and opened the window. He walked across the room in silence and darkness. The room was dark, dusty and covered in webs. He sneaked down the hall until he heard a bell noise, the sound of fairies. He zoomed across the hall and into the attic. The attic wasn’t empty, when he looked up; he was a fleet of bright tiny fairies that were gazing in passion at him. Suddenly, “ATTACK!” commanded the general fairy. Pires hissed loudly and in a swift move, he broke through the roof. He fled into the forest, his heart beating, the branches scratching his skin. The rush was deadly and filled with hopelessness. Soon he landed in a, what he thought to be, safe area surrounded trees. “You are surrounded!” a deep monstrous voice proclaimed. Werewolves appeared from the west/ southwest, ogres from the north/ northeast, and fairies from the east/ southeast.
“Give us the key,” commanded the ogres.
“No! Give the key to us! And your granddaughter too!” howled the werewolves.
“No” in a high pitch voice, “give it to us”
“SHUT UP!” exclaimed Pires. “None of you will get it, it’s a game of hide and seek, go find it.”
“Don’t lie to us,” the ogre said, “you did not hide it yet, it is still in your pocket, I can smell the blood of 1000 women.”

Suddenly, the ogres attacked him at once, followed by the werewolves. Oddly, the fairies watched. They did not join; they left the dirty business to the barbarians. Pires fought and spilled blood, high kicks, power punches, and slashing with his nails. When the fairies saw that the barbarians were losing, they joined in. They didn’t have the strength and size like those others but they had magic, they used bright powdery sprinkles to blind they're enemies. Pires choked and hissed at the powder, they glowing light burned his eye until he withdrew and fled to a lake. He dove into the lake with the fairies 20 feet behind; he took the key and fed it to the Loch Ness Monster. (Remember they live in Scotland) the water beast took it in well and thanked Pires for the beast didn’t know what it just ate. When Pires got back on land the fairies burned him alive, he hissed and screamed and in a way, he sent notice back to Jakiline, in a super sonic beam that bats can understand by hearing. Pires beamed,

“I’ll be back! Back for the key!” shouted Pires.
He shouted until he was burnt into ashes. When the fire burned out, the silhouette of Jakiline appeared in the moon's light. She swooped down and in one flick of the wrist, she gathered his ashes. Jakiline swore to protected Pire’s ashes and Daphani until she was 16 because then she would be old enough to learn her fate.

Blood Lock

hello all!
so i have this weird craze to write more stories, but this time about werewolves and vampires(thanks mandy and alberto -.-) so im going to write a... i dont know what its called but its like in the beginning and and not part of the story. almost like a summary.

In the beginning, vampires were known as 'the dead' or 'monsters.' The legend of vampires started in the late 15th century, when a Scottish chemist, name Vam Drac Pires, was testing blood samples from the human flash. One day Pires caught a disease called drainimia, it causes humans to loose blood in an extremely fast and incurable way. So he mixed the blood samples together and added it to an unidentified chemical. Suddenly, there was a puff of smoke and he drank it down. Pires choked and wiled, his K9 teeth grew long and sharp, eyes reddened with fiery, skin turned pale and nails grew long black and sharp. Pires started to crave for human blood, so at night he would go out to town and kidnap a pretty girl and suck her blood. Then he would save the blood in wine bottles. Whenever he came to the village, the villagers would scream, "VAM PIRES IS HERE!" 2 decades later, Pires hasn’t aged and he has sucked the blood of over 1000 women, until he met one, who soon became his wife, when he hypnotized her and turned her into a vampire. Every one hundred years, a vampire baby is born and they will age a year in every 5 years. Pires and his wife, whose name is jakiline, had a vampire child named Dairal. When Dairal was born, Pires created a lock and a key that had a gem made out of the thousands of women's blood. The lock was used to seal Dairal's vampireness inside the lock, so he could go to school in the morning and when he unlocks it at night, his eyes reddened, nails grew long, and teeth sharpened. After 100 years, Dairal married a woman named Andrea but dairal didn’t have the heart to change her into a full vampire because she would never be the same. Dairal made up his mind and turned her into a half vampire, they had a 75% vampire baby named Daphani. Andrea didn’t have the power to live forever so 10 years after Daphani was born, she died. Dairal passes down the lock to Daphani and she lived her life as a quarter human in a house of vampires after her mother died.

where to go and what will happen?

where to go? in n out? carol's jr.? i want to go to the cherry blossom festival! i want sit down food, i only have $5 who's going to drive? oh no our mothers! where next? park? which one? should i show you now? can we go back to the church first? what did they do! where is my ipod? where are you going! where are you? why did you turn? which way to go?

so many questions that need to be answered. so yesterday, after church, we planned on going for lunch and, for me, alberto and aaron had to stay with me. but first we had to decide were to go, there were 3 small cars, 3 moms, 3 drivers, 10 people, A do we ditch the moms or B give the moms one car. B, they took one car and they left us with 2 5setter cars. luckily, we all fit and decided to go to in n out, where we say kevin tricia and the 4 boys. after we got our food, we all went to the park behind the movie theater. after that me aaron and alberto went back to church so i can show them how to make the girls presents. when i got there, chris told me how bad my little brother and sister was. then while i was showing aaron how to make something else, i thought i lost my ipod but after me and alberto walked down and back up the hill i found my ipod in my pocket, i felt so dumb. sorry alberto!
~ada

out to icecream!

so on friday, i went to fellowship early and no one was there. so i waited while eating mcdonalds. then johnny shows up. then i went into the bathroom n wen i came out, stephen was here with thomas. the me stephen and johnny were outside, just messing around when colin showed up. after, i was talking about a plant n colin said it was a weed. so they started talking about weed. (the one you smoked) so later we went back inside the church and started fellowship with only 4 kids, so thomas and vivian decided to go for an outing instead. when we were about to leave we saw andrew and he came with us too. all of us WALKED from the church to westlake for ice cream, when caleb called johnny asking where we were, haha you come late you don't get ice cream, but they showed up at westlake when we got there. when we got there vivian had to go to walgreens so she went and we waited, when she came out, we all went to safeway for ice cream and pop cycles. then we walked all the way back up the hill, int he dirt we saw bubbling water. eeww. when we passed the movies, we had a race, i was the fastest but i suddenly stopped and some of then ran into me. it was funny. then we all went to woodrow to play tag in the dark. but it was only for a little while. then we all went back to the church and thomas read us a story.

~ada
people places and things happen

GRR Blood

ok i wrote something about blood and getting up and washing it away, but i accidentally deleted it grr im mad. like i was going to say, i did fall again, ouch, it hurts. this sucks so bad, n it was a good one about blood, now i havent the heart to write it again
here the pic
~ada
Grrr

Craziness

i got this topic from stephen, you go!
ok so, you know when a girl meets a guy and she falls in love with him. CRAZINESS I TELL YOU!! life as you know it is filled with weird stories ad crazy people but, the best things in the world are crazy people. JUMP AROUND! GO CRAZY! PSYCHOS ARE IN! the craziness in this world is a process of extreme happiness and at least once in your life your going to go crazy. if your a person like me with goals of happiness, YOUR CRAZY ALL THE TIME! and thats what people like me love in others, out going crazy people. im not looking in mental crazy but hyper energetic crazy. i love jumping up n down, breaking a sweat just by getting happy. the day will come wen i meet someone that would make me that happy, and i have! God is there for me, i get so happy that i break a sweat, i jump around in happiness for Him, and do you know what people think, they think IM CRAZY! WELL DUH! THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME NOT TO LOVE HIM! NOW I FEEL LIKE JUMPING AROUND, *DANCES LIKE CRAZY* I LOVE YOU GOD!

thanks for the topic stephen, u rock
~ada

is it deserved?

once upon a time, ada had a friend, her friend was an ok person. but this person always had bad mood swings and weird tasted but ada accepted it. one day when this person was sad and needed help, ada was there to help her, she was always there. the person became happy again. thanks to ada. but one other day this person had a birthday and ada remembered unlike everyone else but she didnt even invite ada to her party. she invited all those people that didnt remember her birthday. before she even mentioned it, another friend had to ask about it first, then she lied, she lied to ada. ada got very sad and now she decided 'who cares, if shes going to treat me this way i'm going to ignore her.' right then she became dark and evil. hatred n envy came over her, but did she deserve it? ada did the best she could for this person and that person didnt even consider her. ada thought she was doing it so she can people to care about her but she wasnt sure and she thought about it so much, it killed her inside. 'how? how can she treat me this way?' ada did want to hate her, she wanted to love everything, and she wanted everything to love her back but life didnt work that way. inside she is dieing and no one noticed, she was heartbroken and didnt even think of anything else. she thought 'im not going to talk to her but then she'll be sad' but then she thought 'she probably doesnt care about how i feel, y should i care about her.' ada wanted so much to go out and hang with her friends but no one would want to and than this happened. it just killed her even more. soon she remembered her blog, the one she wrote. she thought about it and told herself she wasnt sad, HE is out there, shes not going to let that person get her down shes not going to let anything get her down, shes going to try her best. if people get annoyed of her, there loss they missed something great.
ps. ada's not going to that party even is that person ask her to go, she refuses
~ada

the story of stuff

today, i saw this video. http://www.storyofstuff.com/
its called the story of stuff, everyone must pay attention to this story. it is very important to nature and air. its about what we are doing to this planet we call home. one day in the future, we might not have alaska as a snowy land. polar bears can die, penguins are not in there natural habitats, do u see the penguins land, the land that used to have ice, snow, more cold stuff, its now melting away. in this picture u can see the ice melted away the penguins are out of place and the polar bears are dieing, right there in the picture behind the penguins. isn't it sad. poor little animals are dieing and its all our fault. some might say,'who cares about animals' to all of u who think that, i do, i care about the animals, they provide many things like fur, meat, u people don't appreciate what the animals do for us. do u no what were doing to the lakes, the lakes that we get our drinking water, our food, thats what we are doing to the beauty of this world, we are taking it for granet. people who think 'who cares about beauty' i do many people do, they should stop the polluting, factories for our STUFF, we don't need STUFF, all we need is God, are people happy being down sad dirty and destroying the world we live in, if u feel that way why don't you move to mars or something. this world should be filled with beauty the God intended it to be, were here destroying something that took work. and no one appreciates it, why dont people get over them self and learn to love, love nature and others like how we are supposed to. my thoughts are here, i want to change the world, minds of people, and feeling of others.
~ada
some day we might not be able to see this

Selfishness

once upon a time, there lived a girl, she was an ok person, she had friends, she lived her life, and she loved. sometimes she would be invisible, sometimes she would be seen. people pass her and no one would say hi, she would have one or two people that would understand her but maybe they don't understand her as much as she wants them too. one day she met someone, and he was the best, she could tell him anything and he would talk to her back. they were best friends and she loved him very much but couldn't stand one thing, he treated her just like everyone else. she thought they were best friends and were different from every one else. she wanted very much for them to be best of friends and hang out all the time. but the thing that sucked the most, is that he would ditch her to hang out with her sister, it was heart breaking. she would have her heartbroken every year but this hurt the most. she only had one person to go to and that's God but she was very selfish but he already knew and she didn't no what to say. even tho she was sad she had her ways in hiding it, she didn't want anyone to no til now.

My April Fools

so far my april fools day hav been ok, i pranked a couple of ppl
look
me:R U TALKING TO MY SISTER

aaron: Yes
me: LOL
me: SHE FELL IN A POOL
aaron: Yeah
aaron: I heard
[me: yup
me: she sed april fools huh
aaron: Yep
me: well she did come home wet
aaron: why?
me: she fell in the pool
aaron: ???
me: she did
aaron: Well that sucks
me: she juss wanted to fool someone
aaron: Was that a trick someone played on her?
me: yea
aaron: Aw
aaron: that's not fun
me: yeah
me: someone pushed her in
aaron: Aw
me: she scratched her knee
aaron: Yeah
me: at the bottom
aaron: They shouldn't do that because someone could get really hurt
me: well u no
me: she did tell the pincipal
me: n he did nothing n laughed
aaron: that's just wrong
me: yeah
me: i no
me: so she walked home
me: n she took a hot shower
me: but the worst part is
me: APRIL FOOOLS!
aaron: no sympathy
me: lol
me: XDD
aaron: Just stand 'em up and knock 'em down again huh?
me: lol
me: srry
AND
Ada Ng: HI THOMAS!
leeshadow: Hello Ada!
Ada Ng: guess wat happened
leeshadow: ummm, just anything?
leeshadow: would be hard to guess
Ada Ng: no
leeshadow: what is it related to?
Ada Ng: school
leeshadow: sports?
leeshadow: you got straight A's?
Ada Ng: in track
leeshadow: oh, cool, you ran a good time
Ada Ng: but wen i was running
Ada Ng: i fell
leeshadow: ouch
leeshadow: take care of the wound
Ada Ng: yeah i scartched up my face
leeshadow: no
leeshadow: ouch
leeshadow: don't eat any soy sauce
leeshadow: nothing dark
leeshadow: cuz might leave scar
leeshadow: sorry to hear
leeshadow: will pray for healing for you
Ada Ng: but u wanna no the worst part
leeshadow: what
Ada Ng: APRIL FOOLS!!!!!
leeshadow: good for you
leeshadow: baAAAAAad girl
Ada Ng: XDD
leeshadow: i gotta go
leeshadow: bye
Ada Ng: OK
Ada Ng: BYE
leeshadow: bye

COLD LOVE

wen your in love, no one can stop you. the world is in a blur and your life spins around and around that person. the life u live will be like a sun shiny day at the beach, but wen u get crushed, that world falls into a cold blizzard. the coldness brings you down then you'll freeze. but no one wants that cold heart, the frozen love, cold love. there will be nothing in that relationship. think about it, one day that sun will shine again, that sun will never go away. thats what everyone wants, a sun that shines, the melting snow and a warm heart. the life of cold to the warm, the ice into water. the sun will shine the snow will melt.

Happiness

have u ever had your heart ripped out and trampled on by your best friend? it feels horrible, it feels like you cant live ever again. the thing is, no matter how much you love your best friend, they might not come back. if they your real best friend, they wouldn't have trample you like that. life goes on and no one cares about who got hurt. for the person that gets hurt, get over it, theres more to life than sitting around feeling sorry for yourself. even if u get hurt and feels like your bleeding inside, shouldn't give you the thought of sadness. life is a gift, earth is a bitter place. this doesn't mean go and commit suicide, use as much time to be happy, wen u die, u cant have that thing anymore. live life in happiness, the emotions of joy, excitement, love and glee will always be in your hearts. a life without happiness, is a life of emptiness, its not a life anymore. you make your own choice of being empty, you call yourself nothing because you choose to. no one is empty, no one is nothing, everyone is a someone.

~ ada