is it deserved?

once upon a time, ada had a friend, her friend was an ok person. but this person always had bad mood swings and weird tasted but ada accepted it. one day when this person was sad and needed help, ada was there to help her, she was always there. the person became happy again. thanks to ada. but one other day this person had a birthday and ada remembered unlike everyone else but she didnt even invite ada to her party. she invited all those people that didnt remember her birthday. before she even mentioned it, another friend had to ask about it first, then she lied, she lied to ada. ada got very sad and now she decided 'who cares, if shes going to treat me this way i'm going to ignore her.' right then she became dark and evil. hatred n envy came over her, but did she deserve it? ada did the best she could for this person and that person didnt even consider her. ada thought she was doing it so she can people to care about her but she wasnt sure and she thought about it so much, it killed her inside. 'how? how can she treat me this way?' ada did want to hate her, she wanted to love everything, and she wanted everything to love her back but life didnt work that way. inside she is dieing and no one noticed, she was heartbroken and didnt even think of anything else. she thought 'im not going to talk to her but then she'll be sad' but then she thought 'she probably doesnt care about how i feel, y should i care about her.' ada wanted so much to go out and hang with her friends but no one would want to and than this happened. it just killed her even more. soon she remembered her blog, the one she wrote. she thought about it and told herself she wasnt sad, HE is out there, shes not going to let that person get her down shes not going to let anything get her down, shes going to try her best. if people get annoyed of her, there loss they missed something great.
ps. ada's not going to that party even is that person ask her to go, she refuses
~ada